Girly or getting down and dirty?

So when I grew up, I was a very girly girl. Meaning I wore dresses, used makeup and always kinda looked very fancy. I still wear dresses and makeup. Not gonna lie, I like doing that. But people who I have known since I was a child, kinda put me in a box, that I don't like get my hands dirty and get mud under my nails. 

There's nothing wrong in being that type, and being more of a city girl. Be who you are! But for me I feel like, people like to put other people in a box and I really don't like that! A really smart person once told me "don't be a square. Be a shape". Meaning you don't have to fit in, in a certain type of box. You can be who ever you want to be! So if you like being really girly, wearing alot of fancy things, while living in a big city, then go do that! If you like the oppisite or both, then go for it!

I can only talk on my own behalf, but just as much as I like wearing makeup and looking pretty, all dolled up, in a nice outfit and makeup. I also like looking absolut shit (in some peoples eyes). Meaning I love wearing this kinda work suit, and get mud all over it, having a really messy hairdo, because I haven't combed my hair yet. with no makeup.  Just being me.. I love being outside in nature and finding peace there. I know I can't do that in the city. City life is just not for me. It's too busy and you can't really breath there or walk barefoot. I  love walking around barefoot, feeling the grass under my feet in summer. walking barefoot is also a really me thing. Honestly having really dirty and almost black feet in summer, because you've walked barefoot all day. That's one of the best feelings in the world! 

I would much rather prefer to live in the country side, fare away cause.. well.. #people. I'm an introvert. I can be an extroverted when I need to. But I'm an introvert by heart. I need my space away from people. I need to be alone, in order to rechange. I know alot of people feel this way too! That's why I love being me. I love that I have these different sides of me. One is this pretty looking girl. The next is a girl with mud all over, taking care of her horse and one could be me looking like an absolut homeless troll, with messy hair that looks like a birdnest. I'm not just one type of "perfect". I'm all these different kinds of perfection. 

But in order to be "me" I need to get outside and I need to spend time with horses. Of course because I have my own horse I need to take care of. But also because I find peace in myself and being able to breath around horses. Alot of people have this thing about other people, having to do alot of the things they want to do, not allowing the other person to breath and ground themselves. But horses only want you to be there and be present. Breathing with them. It's amazing when you can feel that bond with your horse, when your energies unites. Everybody should be able to experience that once in their life. Horseperson or not!