Bittens horseworld

So after of not having been in a relationship for over 6 months, has made me think a lot about it. You know the part of being in a relationship, but also how I want the relationship to be.  One thing I never want to do, is forcing someone to be in a relationship with me. I want the person I'm going to be in a relationship with, to want to be in a relationship with me and want me. Both mentally, emotionally, energetically, spiritually and psycially. I don't ever want to be in a relationship, were only one or none of those things are present. I'm a person who gives my all and I do expect something in return. I don't want to be in a relationship, because it's "easy". So they got someone who's cooking, cleaning, doing the shopping, doing the dishes, unloading the dishwasher, washing clothes. Basically doing all of the things a maid or housekeeper does. I'm NOT in a relationship, to be in a relationship with only myself!  But I also need that person, w