Happy I'm not with my past

 I know I haven't really been  updating you guys much on this blog. I am so sorry about that! Things just kinda got really hectic and stressful, so I needed to stay focused. 

But the other day,  I had this weird realistion. So I saw something, that reminded me of my past. It just got me thinking about it all. How I'm so glad and happy, that I'm not doing the things I did back then. How people actually treats me the way I deserved to be treated. Or maybe it's just how you should treat another person, in the right way. I have most definitely changed alot the past year and I can feel myself, being so much stronger! 

Not only psycially, but also mentally. I know my worth now! I know, I am so much more worth, than getting treated like shit, by people, who doesn't really care about me anyway. Cause all they really cared about, was and is themselves. Yes you should think about yourself! But you should also think about the things you say or the actions you do towards other people. Do you hurt other people deeply? If so, then you need to change, cause hurting other people, is NOT okay! It's never okay to purposelly hurt other people, because you can't handle their succes! People did this to me. I let people walk all over me, because I was told by them, that I and my time wasen't worth anything. But that changed! I now know my worth! I now know that. that sort of treatment, is something I will never tolerate ever AGAIN! If you do so, you are out of my life. Cause I don't need people like that in my life. 

One thing I have experienced with this type of people, is they will always try to hurt you! If you meet them or talk with them, after you have told them no and goodbye, they will always try to make them self to sound much better than they are. I mean it's nice if things worked out for them, but honestly? I really don't care about how much "succes" they have! What I'm more interested in, is if they have changed. Have they changed their shitty behaviour? Or have they stayed the same and really not gotten anywhere? Have they become a better person, than when I knew them?

So yes.. I am so happy, I don't have to deal with that anymore, cause honestly.. I really couldn't be bothed!